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Day 11 - The best thing to happen to you this week

This is pretty hard, cause the last week i've been studying for finals and kind of making some complicated choices so it hasn't been a very awesome last seven days. This weekend wasn't very much fun either and I worked all day saturday. I guess I'd have to say that I've gotten complimented a lot this week which has been unexpected but nice :)

Day 10 - Something you can’t seem to get over

Oh god, definitely my accident. I try not to let it define my life but I do think about it every day and it effects how I live my life almost every day I'd say. It's almost been a year (June will be a year) which is crazy to me cause I still think about it all the time.

Day 09 - Things that make you scared

Moths, the future, the world, global warming, failure, general things that most people are afraid of really.

Day 08 - Your last night out in detail

Uh I don't really have "nights out". Sunday night a friend and my boyfriend went and saw the Cabin in the Woods which was brilliant, I really enjoyed the plot and everything to go along with it. I thought about it a lot the next day and thought the whole thing was a pretty interesting concept. Then i'm sure we just went back to Nathan's house and smoked until we were tired and then went to bed!

My god daughter has arrived!

Olivia Mae Miani arrived on the 10th, three weeks early via c-section around seven o'clock in the morning. My best friend Autumn's water broke the day before and she was in labor the full day only dilating to 4 cm before the c-section decision was made. Baby is 100% healthy and is 19 3/4 inches long and around five pounds and she is the most beautiful thing in the world <3

Day 07 - Your opinion on cheating on people
Oh crap haha. Well I obviously think cheating on someone is bad and if you're gonna do that you should just break up with the person. But I also know that sometimes bad shit happens and people fuck up and sometimes just cause you fuck up once doesn't mean you shouldn't be with someone who everything else is going great with besides this one fuck up that will never happen again. I've only been cheated on by one guy, but it was more or less my own fault cause I knew he was prone to cheating and we were living in different states, so I really should've just known that one. If my current boyfriend cheated on me I'd definitely not be able to live with it.

Day 06 - Your first kiss

Aw. So my first boyfriend and I had been "going out" for a while but we were too afraid to kiss each other until his birthday, two weeks after we were going out. We were in his basement and we had just finished watching a movie, and we had gone out to sushi with his mom and brothers earlier and we all had a really good time and got along well. I had been eating goldfish I remember and was self conscious of that haha. But we had our first kiss. And there wasn't really much to it. We started kissing more as our relationship progressed until it ended after 2 months.

Day 05 - What kind of person attracts you

To be honest I'm all about being attracted to someones personality. Initially there should be some physical attraction, some spark, but what attracts me the most to my current boyfriend is the way he thinks about the world around him and how he interprets it. Like myself he's very caring and wants to change the world. We're both stubborn and we both absolutely adore animals. I think what i'm most attracted to is just how similar our morals are to one another's while we still make each other crack up. We can have very very serious conversations and we can just play for hours too.

Day 04 - What you wear in bed

Well this isn't very interesting haha. To bed I usually wear an oversized tshirt and sometimes shorts but it depends. I tend to sleep really hot, like almost every morning I wake up really hot/sweaty and not sleeping in long pants really helps that.

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I'm Chelsea. 19 years of age, living in Colorado. I like reading, animals, and writing, singing, and piano. Depending on who you are, I can be easy to get along with or we could have nothing to talk about. I blog about my life, my experiences, and my emotions, and try not to hold anything back. Some people may think that's wrong, but I just think that's me